Somedays I wish I was back in high school.
When I always busy with my friends.
Had a real fucking social life.
Now, all I do is work, go to school, gym (sometimes), and come home.
I want things to be back to the way they used to be
but I know it wouldn’t be the same.
[Flash 9 is required to listen to audio.]
ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-nana ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-nana
banana-ah-ah (ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-nana) potato-na-ah-ah (ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-nana) banana-ah-ah (ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-nana)
togari noh pocato-li kani malo mani kano chi ka-baba, ba-ba-nana
yoh plano boo la planonoh too ma bana-na la-ka moobi talamoo
ba-na-na ba-ba (ba-ba-ba-ba-banana) POH-TAAA-TOH-OH-OH (ba-ba-ba-ba-banana)
togari noh pocato li kani malo mani kano chi ka-ba-ba, ba-ba-naNAAAHHHH!!!
This song reminds of probably one of the most influential and closest person I know. My big sister<3
I haven’t blogged in a while. So I figured I’d give an update for anyone that actually reads my blogs anymore.
Well, I guess I’ve moved on from my ex finally. Because I’ve got an amazing new guy in my life. What’s even better is we met by coincidence. I thought I would do something uncharacteristic of me, talk to him first. Well I’m happy I did or I wouldn’t have found someone that admires me to pieces. Him and I fit well together; we’re both extremely stubborn, sarcastic, weird and blunt. I admire him to pieces because he’s endured so much since he was young. Especially since he was 18, he has traveled around the world protecting our country. But I admire and respect him more for changing his lifestyle. He used to be a “manwhore” and did drugs and drank. But he’s changed, he doesn’t want flings anymore. He would rather have that one girl.
I know for one thing, he makes me absolutely happy and positive. He balances me out when I need to.
My parents are still not getting along. But this is a common ground anymore. Why they won’t just fix things somehow is beyond me. I love them both dearly, but I can’t the stress anymore.
Plus now I feel as if since I’m getting older they don’t trust me as much anymore. And it’s bothering me a lot, because I want them to know I don’t do half the shit other people my age are doing. They need to realize they’ve raised a daughter that will use her judgement to do the right thing.
Plus the big thing going on is… My mom-mom is finally walking. It’s taken over a year for her to do this. This was the most amazing news I heard the other day. I’m happy she is finally realizing she needs to get her ass in gear.
But the problem is, my dad has to go live with her again. Which I’m not looking forward to at all. I guess I’ll just have to deal with it.
Thanks for reading guys (:
He’s probably the best thing that has happened to me in a while I wasn’t even looking but yet ive found a guy who is different from all the rest.
:-)
